a different approach

Maybe that will work, seems my sleeping is changing again, tough shit, guess I will deal with it.

The good thing about getting up so freaking early is the quietness in here, no one is up and making noise, even Tuff and Jake are asleep. Only #3 and I are doing anything.

Seems I can't keep a long train of thought, I'm following a lady who has had a brain injury, I think I must have too, I have lots of the same problems she does.

I do so want to quit my job, I am not happy at all.

OK, that is enough for this morning, more later.

Tuesday

OK, I'm not a great writer, deal with it, I'm just me. Here is what happens to me each day. Well, most of what happens.

Didn't sleep well, got up late, get to work, took care of a rush job, worked on a fair book, just amazed myself that I have not told off some of the village idiots, that would be people who work with me). They just act like kids. Managed to make it to quitting time. Came home, hubby took Tuff to vet for booster, 185 lbs now, 11 weeks. Ate mexican, almost napped. played around on the net.

See nothing real exciting.

why do I feel like this

I really love them all ... just pisses me off that i work outside the home, as does hubby, and the 16 yr old doesn't want 2 do crap

a thought

some dark, and deep, I wonder why ... I seem to be happy, this is a new thought for me. I must keep it hidden, but at the same time I must go further with it. If only I had someone to tell it to. How do I go about making it happen, but being reserved too. I have strong conviction on this so I do not understand why I'm even going forward. I can't stop, or not just yet. Very carefully will I go forward. I wish I could tell .... really ....

if u don't like how long it takes me, train me

WTF ... I'm not trained in doing it, all self taught, if u don't like it, too freaking bad, get me some training. And this is not what the dirty minds might think, I have a dirty mind and it's not about that!

Freaking work crap.

Fireman Guy

I am tweeting away, so y not blog too .... I am going to try to do better at posting. Here goes.

Guy is at fireman training, the boys are just playing. But that is not interesting stuff. OK, the idiot who authorized the fly over at the White House should be taken out back and .... well you know. What a dumb ass.

Sunday

WINDY!!! We cut one of the big trees down that had a lot of damage from the Ice Storm 2009. I'm in the process of redoing the kitchen, it may just be a mobile home, but at least it is ours. Since we have the light wood paneling and wood on the floors, I have gone with Hawthorne Red, (barn red) for the kitchen, really not a lot of wall to paint, and behind the stove will be old tin from the old building. I hope it looks nice, I have old timey utinsels hanging on the walls and some old "ball" jars. Pictures later.