why do I feel like this

I really love them all ... just pisses me off that i work outside the home, as does hubby, and the 16 yr old doesn't want 2 do crap

a thought

some dark, and deep, I wonder why ... I seem to be happy, this is a new thought for me. I must keep it hidden, but at the same time I must go further with it. If only I had someone to tell it to. How do I go about making it happen, but being reserved too. I have strong conviction on this so I do not understand why I'm even going forward. I can't stop, or not just yet. Very carefully will I go forward. I wish I could tell .... really ....

if u don't like how long it takes me, train me

WTF ... I'm not trained in doing it, all self taught, if u don't like it, too freaking bad, get me some training. And this is not what the dirty minds might think, I have a dirty mind and it's not about that!

Freaking work crap.