Here goes ... today I have a headache, it's the weather changing. Always happens. I have had headaches as long as I can remember. I remember my brother used to tell me when we were little that I couldn't have headaches cause I was a kid.
Speaking of my brother, I have a weird family. My older brother lives towards the lake somewhere, I never see him, we just have different lives and beliefs. My older sister, I have 3 words for, "seek professional help" ha ha ha ... she has I guess and is medicated. She doesn't speak to me, we have different lives and beliefs too.
I still have my Grannie, and try to keep up with her, she is 90 and is not as spry as once. I am sure I will be lost if she crosses over.
I have a few true friends, and some of them are having a rough bit in life right now, one with a death, and one with a death of a different kind, marriage problems.
I pretty much do not enjoy my job anymore. I am almost sure I will not show at the Christmas Dinner for work. Why would I want to eat with the people who do not care about my family.
Well, I have to get something for my head ... or I will get really mean to be around.
later.
